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Since then, we saw her leave the mansion, marry Hank Baskett and have two beautiful babies. Things seemed perfect until a few months ago when a report surfaced alleging that Hank had an affair with a transsexual model.
We've watched on Kendra On Top, as the 29-year-old's world got turned upside-down and as she tried to cope with a potential marriage scandal, plus having a newborn at home. It's been pretty tough to watch her try to deal with everything and we'd be lying if we said there haven't been at least a dozen times we wished we could crawl through our TV screens and give her a hug.
In a new sneak peek from the show's season finale, Kendra reveals just how bad things got during that time and it's more devastating than we had even realized.
"I was at a real low. I even questioned my life," she confesses. "If it wasn't for breastfeeding Alijah, the bond I had with her, I feel like I would have probably ended my life...I felt like I'm not even supposed to be here."
Wow, it sounds like little Alijah basically saved Kendra's life...and we're so glad she did.
**The two-part Kendra On Top season finale airs December 5 and 12 at 9 p.m. ET on WE tv.**